What, another life lately? Yup, there’s no shame in my life lately game.
Okay, so recap. Last September until October, my grandma got sick and took over our family’s lives. We had to be there with her every step of the way since her only remaining child now lives in Canada. She now also lives with my mom in our family home so they can look after her more closely. God is so good and amazing. ❤
November until early December were confusing months for me since the performance results were announced. I didn’t get promoted (I wasn’t aiming to) but there were a bunch of shady promotions that got me questioning the system (just a little bit) and doubting myself. I was so confused and demotivated to work but I powered through (thanks to my husband who is so kind and always listened to me while I talked nonstop to sort through all my feelings).
Now it’s almost the end of December and life couldn’t get any more weirder. Another decade is coming to an end and all I can think about is where did my ten years go. I have been looking back a lot and reflecting on how my life turned out. Don’t get me wrong, life is good, I couldn’t possibly wish for anything else (well, besides my dad being alive), but in just two weeks it’s going to be the end of 2019. How crazy it that? Another decade is going to start. How was your 2010’s like? Did you grow? Do you regret something? I’ll probably write a whole post for this after I’ve sifted through my thoughts and something substantial comes out of it.
Besides looking back at life, I am also looking forward to life. I already have my 2020 planner and I’m plotting out things I want to work on and achieve. One of those things is starting to blog again. I hope I can finish my Low Buy, Book Review, and TV series that I was doing quarterly. I also hope I can commit to writing at least one post a month in 2020. Life has been crazy and blogging has been on the back burner, to be honest.
I’m just thankful for life. That’s what I’ve been up to lately. I am so blessed and I have a lot of things going my way that I want to make the most out of it while I still can. (I have this weird thinking in my head that life goes round and what goes up must come down. I probably shouldn’t think like that but I can’t help it, huhu.) I’m very thankful and I can’t wait to see what else life can surprise me with.