I wanted to write today but no words or ideas are coming to me. I thought about writing about Father’s Day, my brother, family problems, marriage, the show I just finished watching and my currently simple life but the words just aren’t forming.
That’s why I’m going back to the basics and asking myself, how are you?
Truth be told, I’m fine. I’m okay.
Life revolves around work. I spend ten hours of my day working, six hours sleeping, one hour in the toilet, three hours either watching television or reading a book, two hours in commute, and the rest for exercise and cooking. It’s a cycle – a routinary cycle I do not currently want to stop living in. It bores me though. Sometimes I ask myself, there’s got to be more. When I ask myself what’s more though, I can’t answer. I don’t really know what I’m missing or what I need to add in my life to take it to the next level. Don’t get me wrong, life is good. It can’t be any better (actually it can be but I’m very content right now) so what’s really missing?
Maybe I’m just burned out from working and not doing anything that excites me lately. Blogging used to do that for me but as you can tell from my little introduction, it’s not doing anything for me currently. I want to start doing new things but I don’t want to break my current cycle. Plus, I’m not really sure whats the new thing I want.