On spending eight days alone with my husband to be

I just got back from one of the best trips of my life. Of course, I’ll post and share pictures with you guys soon. For now, I’d like to write down about my thoughts on spending eight days with only my husband to be. 

The story

This trip should’ve been with my brother and his girlfriend but due to certain circumstances (my brother’s bitch of a girlfriend), we separated. Initially, I had complained about this because I didn’t want to spend eight days in a foreign country with only my husband to be. I also wanted to have the option of running away when I get mad, or whatever. We’ve never been together for that long. We’ve always had time away and eight days with only him by my side worried me.

Thoughts & Realizations

As much as it worried me, I was also excited to have all of this time alone with him. After all, I am marrying this guy next year. What the heck am I thinking if the mere idea of a trip with him scares me? I had to tell myself that this is the perfect chance to have a glimpse of who and how he is in an unfamiliar territory. This is the perfect opportunity to see him, the real him.

What I saw was a man who:

  • willingly goes out of his way for me
  • always put me first
  • will push me out of my comfort zone to help me be a better person
  • has no sense of direction thus greatly depending on me, the better navigator
  • has no skills for planning
  • lets me buy tons of useless (but adorably cute postcards) instead of using that money for food or other pasalubong
  • will not buy anything overpriced
  • will not buy pasalubong for his family (he was okay with only giving his family one or two) (this was also the reason why during the time he went to Singapore all I got was what I asked for – he didn’t even go the extra mile – now I understand)
  • easily gets tired but will muster up his strength to keep up with my quest/desire to go and see places (we have a six-year age gap – he’s older – he gets tired easily)
  • will not buy a pair of shoes even if the one he’s wearing is getting worn out and the rain is soaking his feet (will take note to buy him a new pair this Christmas)
  • will always prioritize what I want (don’t worry I already know this and I made it a point to prioritize him too)
  • understands and loves me but will tell it to me straight when I need it

Amazing, right?

If we took this trip when we first started dating, I would have hated him in an instant. I would have broken up with him easily but taking this trip just months before our wedding (and four years into our relationship), it just shows, reminds, and comforts me that this is the guy I will be spending the rest of my life with. He is not perfect and he has all these little annoying quirks but I know and trust him. He will always be there to support me and help me a better person. I will also be there to support him and help him be a better person.

This whole experience reminds me of the concept of yin-yang. It made me think that our relationship is perfect. Perfect in the sense that we both have these flaws and shortcomings which we both get to balance out. There’s no need to overshadow one. There’s just working together for our benefit.

The principle of Yin and Yang is a fundamental concept in Chinese philosophy and culture in general dating from the third century BCE or even earlier. This principle is that all things exist as inseparable and contradictory opposites, for example female-male, dark-light and old-young. The two opposites attract and complement each other and, as their symbol illustrates, each side has at its core an element of the other (represented by the small dots). Neither pole is superior to the other and, as an increase in one brings a corresponding decrease in the other, a correct balance between the two poles must be reached in order to achieve harmony. Ancient History Encyclopedia

I know that our relationship has a long way to go and this is only the beginning. But having our foundation as solid as this reassures me that no matter what we face in life, he will always be there by my side.


Nara selfie
Here’s a cute picture of us at Todaiji Temple in Nara. Not the best picture but a start, right?




25 thoughts on “On spending eight days alone with my husband to be”


    Anyway, ano ba ganash ni GF ni kapatid bat di sila sumama? Naalala ko nasulat mo lang dati is biglang hindi nga sasama.
    Ang suswerte din naman talaga natin sa mga jowa ❤ ❤


    1. Pero bet ko pa din yang cheekbones mo! 😛

      Ay nako nagiinarte. Gusto daw magtipid, eh ang kapalit nung tipid nila pagod. No thanks na lang ako dun noh! Tapos kaimbyerna nung andun kami hindi man lang nagdinner kaming 4. Sarap batukan nung dalawa.

      Oo nga ehh swerte talaga tayo. Nageenjoy ako basahin yung mga kwento mo about lovelyf niyo ni Kyx. Di lang ako nagccomment masyado hahaha ❤


      1. Hahahahah pakaarte nga HAHAHA
        Ang ganda ng balat mooooo ❤ ❤

        Minsan mas okay yung kayong dalawa nalang ni jowa. Mas okay yung kayong dalawa lang nagkakainisan hahaha


      2. Pasalamat ka sa Korean skincare. Kaya nga talagang inaadvertise ko yan kasi super ganda ng effect sa akin at sa mga friends ko na sinabihan. Skincare > Makeup tayo lagi!

        Mas ok nga din. Blessing in disguise dahil kung hindi siguro kami nung jowa ni brother ang nagaway!


  2. Hahaha natawa ako sa ‘he easily gets tired kasi 7 years ang gap’ eh pano nalang pala ako 9 years ang gap namin ng asawa ko kaso baligtad kami, asawa ko naghahatak sakin kasi pagod na ako. Ang ganda ng pic nyo! 🙂



    Teka nakalimutan ko tuloy icocomment ko hahahahahaha

    Aaahhh!! Medyo kuripot pala si jowa! Haha nakikita ko sarili ko sakanya. Nakakaloka HAHA! Pero ang sweet n’ya. Huhu. Tawang tawa ako dun sa galit na galit ka pa rin sa girlfriend nung kapatid mo Ate


  4. Uyyyyyyy. Nagpakita ka nga. I was doubting if this was the first time you’ve ever posted a photo of yourself but I guess I was right basing on the comments above. Hahaha. Guuuurl, u so purrrty! ❤

    I'm glad you got the chance to get to know your fiancé more. I've always preferred living in prior to marriage kasi dun mo talaga makikilala yung tao but you do you. :p


    1. Buti na nga lang talaga what I saw was something I liked wahahaha imagine if hindi tapos ikakasal pa kami! Hahaha. Medyo modern ka na and my parents would kill me we lived in first. But yes, mas okay talaga maglive in muna para makilala mo talaga yung tao pero hindi pa siya super accepted. 🙂


  5. Finally!!! A face to a name! Hurrah! 😀 Nahiya naman ako sa awra mo ateng. <3<3<3 Anyway, relate na relate pa rin ako sa pagkaimbyerna mo sa jowaers ng kapatid mo kasi nga diba ako rin. 😀 Mga evil ate ano. Pero relate na relate rin ako sa fiance mo when it comes to handling and spending money kasi nga ganyan din ako. Sweet niyo. 😛


      1. HAHA kahit na minsan lang at least nasilayan namin ang kagandahan mo. 😀 Tinatamad kasi ako magpost eh, haha wala pa rin kaming internet. I’ll try to have one soon. ^^



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