I really didn’t have a good week and the fact that this weekend my internet decided to act up on me is annoying the living shit out of me. I already shook my trusty laptop thinking it’ll solve it. Honestly it won’t but I just need to let out some of my aggression.
I’m having PMS and it’s so bad. I am such a b*tch and I hate it when I am like this. Inspiration as well is out the window. I’m so disappointed in myself since I can’t write anything worth posting. ARGHHHH!!! For my monthly topic I have yet to post something that I truly like. I tried to shake it off by creating lists and simply free writing. It didn’t solve it completely, but at least I’m getting somewhere.
I’m also super pissed because it’s official – MY PLANT DIED. Remember that Dirty 30 goal? Well, today, I checked on it and it’s dead. I don’t understand how an indoor plant didn’t survive indoor. I guess I’m partly to blame since I placed it somewhere sunlight can’t reach.
Anyway, I’m also super pissed because I thought I was doing good on the whole budget thing but guess what…NO! That sudden booked trip set me back and I’m a little pissed. Why did I even do that? I’m just a little pissed because I used my credit card only to realize I don’t have the budget to pay for it! 😦
I’m feeling really really really down and pissed and I hate it that my parents keep on asking me to treat them out for lunch. I probably will, for dinner, but it’s really not helping me right now.
I’ll mark this week as a bad one and move on to the next. See you next week with a happier and cheerful Kat.
Please share with me something good and positive in the comments. I’d appreciate it.